Ever since yesterday, BTS (namely SUGA) has been leaving an unendingmovement of posts on their legitimate Twitter account that left us scratching our heads in puzzlement. From reading the Tweets, it turns out that every bitdespite the truth that SUGA took some time without workto mirror on himself and arrange his thoughts. Although information technology still is just not 100% transparent what those Tweets were in reference to, if there is somethingthat is for certain, it is that SUGA had so much on his mind.
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Here is what he wrote on January 10:
"Hello, this is SUGA. Many were inquiring about my time off; to position it simply, I walked, slept, and idea a lot. Earlier than ane put out my combine tape I sought after to to head on a go back and forthto lay my mind in order. There was once a position I just had to visit, too.
I needed to do things now not as 24-year-old BTS's SUGA yet as 24-year-old Min Yoon Ki. It turned into fourth dimensionto seem back on myself. What I say now isn't as an artist to fans, or as BTS to ARMY; I get started this communique because I would likekeep in touch as one user to another.
When I amgoing througha massive number of people, I turn out to be saddest when I come upon the me that cannot treat all and sundry equally. I don' would like toharmany person but there are cases when I do. I still agree withthat i am an inadequate human being.
The 2nd day of the Kobe concert..after that day I do now not believe I take notesound asleep soundly. It may neatly be because I hurt plenty of people, so each time I fall asleep, I wake up in a chilly sweat.
I already hurt many of us because I could not stand on degree once, so I made up our minds to stand on stage regardless of what. But all people told me not to. I truthfully bawled my eyes out at the reality that I will not be able to stand at the stage. Even supposing yous lose when you cry.
It's simple to suppress my own grief. But it's tougher when the folksI admire are grieving. I have once back made the other folks I love heartbroken. If I will turn back time, I might take stood on stage whatever what they feecan have been.
"That's why there has been a place I totallywill have to visit. During my time off, I went to Kobe. Many attemptedto forestall me but had I not gone, I should not have been readyto stand myself. So I forced my far more than to Kobe."
It's the moment time I went to a concert corridor later the concert was over. The primary time was when I visited AX Hall after out first concert, 'Red Bullet'; the second time was when I visited Kobe's Global Memorial Hall, where I did not become to stand on stage.
I in point of fact hate being forgtten. Of direction I did notare taking a look toconsider these wonderful days when many folks dearest me. I didn't wish to exist forgotten. So I discovered my way over to AX Hall and World Memorial Hall once again.
I trulylovedstatus on stage and I still do like it. Even if I carried out in front of a crowd of 2individuals when I used to be 17, I still wear a formidablefunctionality and maintained eye contact. But after debuting, I do not think I was capable of be bold with myself. It's going towere that I knew higher that I was lacking.
And for the 1st on stage performance of 'HwaYangYeonHwa,' I was able tooptimistically meet the eyes of the audience.
"But I didn't have the self assurance to face muchfolks after the second day of the Kobe concert when I didn't get to stand on stage. That's why I visited Kobe; from the time I arrived at the venue, I paced the vicinity tillthe instant that our display had begun."
From the ticketing booth, the entrance, to each corner of the venue, I wished to feel the entire thing that you felt. I did enjoy many emotions. Happiness, the being antsy as I watch for the prove to start, sadness, resentfulness, anger, and disappointment, among others. I wanted to realize you, and I do realize you. That's why I'm sorry and sorry again. Because I'm a not up to perfect human being.
Because I'm a human being who pretends to be robust evening though I'm weak, I felt another time that I'm a flawed. I would in all probability not be spiritual but I prayed then and there. That even though the finale is decided in stone, that this feeling is more than likely not forgotten.
You have taken up an important portion of me, who have continuously wanted to be alone. It subjects not to me your age, gender, nationality, religion, or what language you speak. Today's the day that we now have been scheduled to move on 'Music Bank' all of a sudden so I'm returning an afternoon early.
I have returned after organizing my many thoughts. I discovered again that I'm blessed and iwould have toare living as an individual who is at all times grateful. Thank you for turning me into a blessed human being, ARMY's. Though I would possibly not say it frequently because my expression is awkward.
I relay my thoughts once again thru this trivial writing. Because I'm a unsuitable human being, I'll live always being thankful for each moment. I love you, ARMY's."
And then today, BTS up to date amongst these tweets, which look like from Rap Monster:
"Thank you for being my and our fan. I'm also your fan. A fan who silently cheers you on as you bear loneliness, trials, and life. I send you my fan letter written in notes and melodies from behind the curtain and from the studio. I'm hopingthat you're going to read that longing sound! Though I won't be say it all in words, or maybevia music, I cheer you on with my gaze and my heart! - RM."
What are your thoughts on these tweets by way of the BTS members?